I haven't really been updating because the livejournal app on my phone hasn't been working very well and despite having a REALLY nice laptop (oh god, it's so nice) it has somehow been demoted from an awesome batch photo editor, to primarily a Sesame Street streaming device. Evan has a really nice iPad that he received as a christmas bonus from his ( Read more... )

My head looks huge!


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Overall it's been an unpleasant and confusing few weeks. An unpleasant cluster of weeks that I wish I could compartmentalize in a way so as to think of it as the past; a chapter of my life with a definitive end that allows me to focus a little less on how my week in the hospital will affect my future, so that more of my brain would just stay ( Read more... )

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Some days (most days) being told the chicken I cooked is dry doesn't bother me.

Today is not one of those days.

Is it reasonable to ask to have a couple of days with zero criticism and also never being told what I should be doing?

It's just that, at the expense of sounding totally emo, I'm having a tough enough time just existing.

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The panic attack yesterday was really fucking awful. I'm glad I've only had a couple in the last few years.

The first one I had a couple of years ago was scary because I thought something was really wrong with me and like I was going to die all by myself, laying on my living room floor. I really thought I might die since I couldn't breathe.

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I made this while inpatient. It always feels good to make art. I put a little more thought and energy into this than my typical iOS art shit.


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